The Spiral – Level 1: Deserving
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1. The Truth About Deserving: Your Healing Begins Here
Most of us are carrying beliefs about worth that we didn’t choose.
We were born into families, systems, and cultures that taught us what it means to be “good enough.” What it means to be valuable. What we’re allowed to want, to receive, or to rest into.
And often, at the very foundation of our nervous system and identity, lives one of the deepest wounds of all:
“Am I even allowed to have the life I want?”
“Do I deserve to feel safe?”
“Do I matter?”
In Level 1 of The Spiral, we work directly with the energetic patterns of the Root Chakra, the first level of Spiral Dynamics (Beige/Purple), and the emotional imprints of Shame, Guilt, and Dogma. These are the silent forces that shape everything from our bank account to our sense of belonging in the world.
This isn’t just mindset work. It’s body-based, emotional clearing that invites you to reclaim your worth at the most foundational level of your being.
2. What We're Clearing at Level 1
Shame – A crippling sense of unworthiness or defectiveness
Guilt – The belief that you've failed to live up to internal or external expectations
Dogma – Rigid belief systems that keep you stuck in inherited limitation
These emotional signatures often show up in subtle (and not-so-subtle) ways:
Feeling like you always have to prove yourself
Underearning, overgiving, or hiding your needs
Chronic anxiety about money, stability, or physical safety
Struggling with health, self-care, or basic life structure
People-pleasing or fear of being “too much”
When we begin to clear these imprints, something profound happens.
We stop asking for permission to exist, and start remembering that we belong.
3. Spiral Dynamics Insight: Level 1 (Beige/Purple)
At this level, the focus is on pure survival. It’s the developmental stage where identity is tribal, physical, and rooted in basic safety. In Spiral work, we acknowledge that trauma, ancestral patterns, or systemic oppression can keep someone cycling in this energy, even when their outer life appears “functional.”
If you're unconsciously looping in this level, life often feels unsafe or unstable, no matter how much you've achieved.
That’s why this work is so important.
4. Reflection Questions to Explore Before Your Session
Whether you’re preparing for your own Spiral journey, or exploring these patterns with curiosity, take a few moments to reflect:
What were you taught about “deserving,” and by who?
What early memories come to mind when you think about safety or instability?
In what ways do you still feel like you have to “earn” your worth?
Are there parts of your life where you feel like an outsider or don’t belong?
What would become possible if you trusted that you are inherently worthy?
5. Curious About The Spiral?
This is just the beginning.
The Spiral is a guided 7-level emotional clearing journey that helps you release unconscious patterns and return to who you truly are, one layer at a time.
If you're ready to explore your own Spiral journey, click here to apply or book a free discovery call.
